I go to college, work on films, go to church, sing in a choir, spend time with friends, date (sporadically), watch a LOT of movies, read books, work a great job, and, sometimes, when I'm being very productive, work on my novel or engage in other creative literary enterprises. And still, 90% of the time, I'm either bored or stressed that I'm not doing enough with my life. This is why I'm a film student, which both solves and worsens the problem. If I'm looking to legitimize my life, then it often seems counterintuitive to pick this, of all things, to study in college. However, I'm less confident in film's power to bore than I am in almost anything else. So it appears I'm stuck.
I'm so open now because I can be pretty certain that few people will read this. Look how brave I am.
Baby Having
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From the time I was very small, I was terrified of childbirth. I had seen
enough screaming ladies on TV to know that it would be the worst experience
of my...
6 years ago